Kodi Elizabeth Hawthorne ~ Sept. 20, 1983 - April 8, 2010
Kodi's Final Letter - Left by her side
To ALL:
Please don't be mad at me. I tried so hard, every day, to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and every day, my... heart hurt worse. Please, nobody blame themselves. This is the path that I choose to take. Tyler and his lawyers and his money......will never stop. To take that angel out of my arms was by far the most heart wrenching thing that i have ever experienced and I have experienced alot. I know I have so many people on my side, but they will stop at NOTHING to ruin my life with myself, my friends, my family and most of all my children. The pain inside my heart is unbearable, and im not going to spend the next 6 years in prison for a concocted story Tyler and Chris Obrien created to make me lose my little angel. I hope god accepts me. I just want to be happy and not live every day not knowing if its going to be my last. I constantly live in fear and its the most un-perfect way to live. I'm so depressed and sad that I truly feel as if this is my only option...... ....... I love you all soooo much and most importantly, my children Tayven and Ryah. You are my everythings and I will always be watching over you. I cant bear to be an innocent woman behind bars missing precious moments of my little ones lives and I would rather be watching over you in spirit, as I will. I will always make sure you are ok. Again, nobody blame themselves and please dont be mad at me. If you knew the pain I feel inside my heart.... you would understand.
Love Kodi Hawthorne"
Please don't be mad at me. I tried so hard, every day, to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and every day, my... heart hurt worse. Please, nobody blame themselves. This is the path that I choose to take. Tyler and his lawyers and his money......will never stop. To take that angel out of my arms was by far the most heart wrenching thing that i have ever experienced and I have experienced alot. I know I have so many people on my side, but they will stop at NOTHING to ruin my life with myself, my friends, my family and most of all my children. The pain inside my heart is unbearable, and im not going to spend the next 6 years in prison for a concocted story Tyler and Chris Obrien created to make me lose my little angel. I hope god accepts me. I just want to be happy and not live every day not knowing if its going to be my last. I constantly live in fear and its the most un-perfect way to live. I'm so depressed and sad that I truly feel as if this is my only option...... ....... I love you all soooo much and most importantly, my children Tayven and Ryah. You are my everythings and I will always be watching over you. I cant bear to be an innocent woman behind bars missing precious moments of my little ones lives and I would rather be watching over you in spirit, as I will. I will always make sure you are ok. Again, nobody blame themselves and please dont be mad at me. If you knew the pain I feel inside my heart.... you would understand.
Love Kodi Hawthorne"
On April 8, Kodi lost her strength to keep going in the fight against the false accusations, perjury, slander, and criminal harrassment to get custody of her daughter back. She received a threatening text yesterday morning and was gone by evening and took her own life. What Ryah's father has stolen from her, and from all of us, is unfathomable.
Rest in peace, Kodi. I cannot imagine a world without your bright smile and your hilarious sense of humor (it was one of the best out there!). How could I have made it through my hospital stay without your hilarious card and giant balloon and and "no smoking" contract you made me sign? No one ever made me laugh over the messed up things life threw us, and your strength was something everyone who knew you aspired to. This is not over, and I will always fight for you to have the justice you always deserved.
Ryah, your mother loved you more than you ever knew. I intend to make sure that you do.
RIP, Kodi Elizabeth Hawthorne 1983-2010:
Rest in peace, Kodi. I cannot imagine a world without your bright smile and your hilarious sense of humor (it was one of the best out there!). How could I have made it through my hospital stay without your hilarious card and giant balloon and and "no smoking" contract you made me sign? No one ever made me laugh over the messed up things life threw us, and your strength was something everyone who knew you aspired to. This is not over, and I will always fight for you to have the justice you always deserved.
Ryah, your mother loved you more than you ever knew. I intend to make sure that you do.
RIP, Kodi Elizabeth Hawthorne 1983-2010:
From Kodi's friend: "On April 8, Kodi lost her strength to keep going in the fight against the false accusations, perjury, slander, and criminal harrassment to get custody of her daughter back. She received a threatening text yesterday morning and was gone by evening and took her own life. What Ryah's father has stolen from her, and from all of us, is unfathomable.
Rest in peace, Kodi. I cannot imagine a world without your bright smile and your hilarious sense of humor (it was one of the best out there!). How could I have made it through my hospital stay without your hilarious card and giant balloon and and "no smoking" contract you made me sign? No one ever made me laugh over the messed up things life threw us, and your strength was something everyone who knew you aspired to. This is not over, and I will always fight for you to have the justice you always deserved.
Ryah, your mother loved you more than you ever knew. I intend to make sure that you do."
RIP, Kodi Elizabeth Hawthorne 1983-2010.
Rest in peace, Kodi. I cannot imagine a world without your bright smile and your hilarious sense of humor (it was one of the best out there!). How could I have made it through my hospital stay without your hilarious card and giant balloon and and "no smoking" contract you made me sign? No one ever made me laugh over the messed up things life threw us, and your strength was something everyone who knew you aspired to. This is not over, and I will always fight for you to have the justice you always deserved.
Ryah, your mother loved you more than you ever knew. I intend to make sure that you do."
RIP, Kodi Elizabeth Hawthorne 1983-2010.
